So I had started a blog and I never wrote anything that was spectacular so I just deleted all of my posts. I'm starting over. Not only over on this blog, but with a lot of things in my life.
I feel like i have changed a lot lately. I guess it's part of growing up. I find myself people watching more than I used to. I don't do it intentionally, but I find myself not participating in conversations with people that I love and care for dearly, but feel nothing in common with anymore. I feel like my life has changed so drastically over the past year. Being married has made me more aware of my selfishness and immaturity. I have grown up so much since I have been with Marcus. I don't think it's a bad thing, but it does make me more aware of other people who have not changed. It makes me ponder whether or not they will ever change and see the grown up side of life. I like beig more aware of other people and their feelings, not that I wasn't a considerate person before. I just feel myself really seeing people and their motives. Sometimes they're pretty and sometimes they aren't, but that's life.
True Love
