So I had started a blog and I never wrote anything that was spectacular so I just deleted all of my posts. I'm starting over. Not only over on this blog, but with a lot of things in my life.
I feel like i have changed a lot lately. I guess it's part of growing up. I find myself people watching more than I used to. I don't do it intentionally, but I find myself not participating in conversations with people that I love and care for dearly, but feel nothing in common with anymore. I feel like my life has changed so drastically over the past year. Being married has made me more aware of my selfishness and immaturity. I have grown up so much since I have been with Marcus. I don't think it's a bad thing, but it does make me more aware of other people who have not changed. It makes me ponder whether or not they will ever change and see the grown up side of life. I like beig more aware of other people and their feelings, not that I wasn't a considerate person before. I just feel myself really seeing people and their motives. Sometimes they're pretty and sometimes they aren't, but that's life.
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Hello Ashley! Glad to see you back. I find that my blog releases a lot of crap that I can't post like say in Facebook, for all of the world to see. Sometimes I say nothing and sometimes I have something to say. Nothing like chatting to yourself :) All I need is a bunch of cats running around now!
ReplyDeleteI remember going through the same feelings... I still do! It's sad when you grow up and realize that the rest of the world hasn't (and probably won't). The high divorce rate suddenly becomes understandable, most people never mature and grasp the concept of compromise; vital aspects to any marriage. Good for you for not being one of those people :)
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